I sometimes feel like you can do better than me, everyone says I just got lucky to find the right one. I know I am not good enough or the perfect girlfriend, but their right I only just got lucky that is all. Everyone wishes to be with you, you are like the dream guy every girl ever wants. I honestly do not deserve that dream seriously. I am grateful but I do not deserve it, I just got lucky. I will be waiting for three weeks we see how it goes when you are back and we will see if I am lucky or not. But seriously I do not deserve u at all, I only got lucky. I do not want to be with mr perfect because, I just got lucky. I want to be with mr perfect because. I deserve it. I am sorry but I might just get used to being alone. We will see until you come back, I really do love you you are perfect but I do not deserve u. I can barely eat, I feel sick my tummy, worried my bipolar goes bad. I hate it, I feel incomplete without you, I feel so lost. I am trying to smile, I am trying to act like everything is fine, with everyone, even my friend has messaged me asking if I am ok. I do not wanna tell you because I want you to have a great time on holiday with your family, all I want you to do is be happy, I love seeing you happy.
Love From Heart
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